“Wag ka mag-alala, nandito lang ako para sa’yo.” Lagi namang ganyan ang sinasabi sa’tin eh. Pero pag andyan na ang problema, yung tipong lubog na lubog ka na, asan sila? Nawala na lahat. Walang natira. Pero kapag sila ang may problema, kapag sila yung may kailangan lagi ako nandyan para sa kanila. Anong kapalit nung lahat ng yun? Wala. Pinaasa ka lang na, andiyan lang sila para sa’yo. Oo nga, nandyan lang sila. Nandyan lang sila sa tabi, pinapanood ka habang naghihirap. Nasa isang tabi, nagpapakasaya ng dahil sa’yo, nang dahil sa tulong mo. Dapat pala di mo na yun sinabi. Sana eto nalang sinabi mo, “wag ka mag-alala, nandito lang ako kapag may kailangan ako sa’yo”, at least naging straight-forward ka pa sakin. Atleast alam ko kung ano talaga ang gusto mo sakin, kaya mo ka kinaibigan. Atleast, hindi ako nagpapakatangang umaasa na may kaibigan naman akong nandyan para sakin.
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21 May 2012 @ 01:17PM /
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Read first, then go like. That’s what I always do when scrolling down the dashboard. I’ll read the post. I don’t care if it’s fucking long. There’s a lesson behind those every post. So, I don’t care if it takes a long time for me to read it. But when I click the like button, that means I liked the sense of it, really. I’m not the one who’ll just click the like button just for the sake of the blogger’s notes.
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21 May 2012 @ 11:50AM /
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You’re a million miles from here. All I have is this heartbeat, this heartbeat that hopes your heart beats the same.
You and I, way apart from each other but still, our hearts beats the same. Isn’t it great if it’s like that? But no, I won’t expect anymore. It hurts, the feeling it gets, sucks.How I wish if everything is exactly how we wanted it to be. There’s nothing wrong in dreaming, just make sure you know when and how to stop.
20 May 2012 @ 09:27PM /
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Don’t be sad when life gets rough on you. Don’t be mad when problems come to you. Instead, be glad that God gives you problems and rough times, because God gives time to help you learn something whenever problem arouse. He also spends time making some rough roads just to make sure you’re going on the right way.
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18 May 2012 @ 11:16PM /
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“We expect the best from this section, since you belong to this class, the class of the higher ones”
Nasanay na kong laging naririnig ‘yan every start of the school year. Mage-expect sila lagi ng mataas samin since kami yung First Section? So paano yung ibang section na nasa baba, wala na silang ieexpect dun sa kanila? Kaya walang nagbabago sa mga nasa lower sections eh. Try niyo rin kayang baliktarin yung nakasanayan niyong “Expect the best from the higher ones.” Di naman porket nasa lower section na sila, ibig sabihin wala ka ng mapapala sa kanila. Kaya hindi nagsisipag yang mga ‘yan eh, kasi wala naman kayong ineexpect na galing sa kanila. Iniisip niyo kasi, since kasama sila sa lower sections, wala na kayong mapapalang maganda sakanila, na wala silang ibang magawa kundi magpasaway. Bat samin pa kayo mas lalong mag-eexpect eh naprove na namin na kahit papano may silbi kami. Eh sila, triny niyo na ba?
Naiinitindihan ko naman kung bakit laging mas mahirap exams namin sa kanila. Way higher than what you’re giving them. Ang unfair lang kasi. Bakit di niyo nalang gawing fair sa lahat? Yung pare-parehas kayo ng exams na sasagutan, yung quizzes niyo na sabi niyong pang genius lang makakasagot. Pang genius pala eh, bat niyo pinapasagutan samin? Porket nasa pilot class kami, puro genius na agad lahat? Tapos kapag nagchecheck kami ng quizzes ng lower sections, sobrang ibang-iba sa mga quizzes namin, ang dali lang ng type ng quiz. Pano sila matututo niyan kung ganyan lang din naman kadali pinapasagutan niyo sa kanila. Kaya tinatamad mag-aral yang mga yan eh, kasi alam nilang madali lang ibibigay niyong exam. Try niyong pahirapan quiz nila, malay mo sipagin sila mag-aral kasi ayaw nilang bumagsak. Tapos naman kapag may activities sa school engaging competitions per section, nagagalit yung mga lower sections kasi kami lagi daw yung nananalo. Porket kami pilot, kami lagi pinapaboran. Luto daw yung nangyari. Eh?
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18 May 2012 @ 12:24PM /
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Being pressured.
Not because I had once been at the top, means that until now I should be in that same place. No, a big no. Everything changes, people change. So expect that, it’s different now. I’m not the same me that you guys all know. The one that was always on top of the others. That was the past. I got lazy this time since you all got me pressured up. The feeling of being pressured just sucks. So just please, at least appreciate the effort I’m doing. At least, I’m doing my part, though not too much of what you expect from me. Don’t expect too much from me. I’ve given too much from the start. That’s why now, I got tired of following all your commands when it comes to my studies. Come to think of it, “What if you’re on my place right now, being fucked up with all those pressures?”
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17 May 2012 @ 09:53PM /
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